Confusions..

After hanging out with my AA's batch mates yesterday and chit chatting a lot...
I realized that, I was so upset that he did something to me about 3 or 4 times...
It has been warned...
But it was almost the same thing...
And because of 1 person...

I guess, I'm confused...
But he was the one who made me more confused...of who he really is...

Which looking at it now, it was a better thing to let it go...
So that I wouldn't think much and wouldn't have to be suspicious anymore...

But overall, I know it's my fault...
And again, I'm sorry..

6 sectors..

Today, I was supposed to go for Langkawi and Medan's flight, and back to KL by 1920hrs..
However, on the way back from Medan to KL, we were told to operate JB's flight then, and touched down at 2225hrs...
Well, this is the first time I'm doing 6 sectors flight (KUL-LGK-KUL-MES-KUL-JHB-KUL)
Surprisingly, it's not as bad or tiring as I thought it would be..
It's because the flight, although it's short, but it was really ok..
Besides that, the set of crew I got today was nice, and I enjoyed it... :)

I want to see if I still get an off day for 31st Oct for my convocation or not..
Or else, I gotta find someone to swap with, and then, which can't be confirm..
Which means, I can't confirm if I can attend my convocation or not..
My 1 in a life time thingy!!
Huiks... :-(

I love to work..

I love going to work..
I love it because when I'm working, I wouldn't think much about my life..
Wouldn't think much about relationship then..

How nice if we don't have worries, problems, obstacles and so on in life?
But what is life without worrying?
What is life without problems?
What is life without obstacles?
What is life without challenges?

And no matter how bad our day is today, we still got to move on to tomorrow..and try to make it a better day than yesterday..

I used to..

I used to.....
I used to complain to them about whatever that is happening in my life..
I used to share with them my happiness..
I used to share with them my sadness as well..
I used to cry on their shoulders...
I used to make them laugh, and then make myself laughed...
I used to make fun of myself just to hear their laughter..
I used to make fun of them, and make ourselves laughed..
I used to....

But now, there's nothing..

It's the past..

I want to cry...because I think I hold it till maximum already..
But there isn't any shoulders for me..

It's not only a relationship... It's not him...
But my gfs...they're far away...
Constance and Pei Shi...
Miss them loads...

Hmmmm....
Maybe a guy's shoulder would do as well...
But of course that's impossible..
Guys are...not a very good listener..
Unless if they're up to something.. :-)

Thank you very much..

Strong..

I know I broke his heart..
I broke mine too..

:'(

I'm sorry..
I can't believe what I did either..
Damn it...

Can I be strong?
I hate all this... :-(

Heart...

I know I'm breaking his heart..
I'm sorry..
:'(

Cochin..

Got up at 1100 hrs this morning, and was about to prepare for reporting for duty at 1350...
After taking my shower, there were 2 missed calls from Flight Ops...
Was shocked and scared as I did not answer their call..
Couldn't do much but to just called them back..
They actually called to inform that the departure time has been rescheduled, so sign on would be at 1445 hrs..

But I woke up already, and took my shower already, can't go back to sleep... :-(
Nah, just continued to make up and so on as usual..

Surprisingly, Cochin flight wasn't very difficult..
Was struggling with the pre-booked meal a while only..

Then, a lil' communication breakdown, but mostly, they understand English as well..
Sometimes, you'll feel like you're really struggling to find the super basic English to explain to them...
And then, you'll feel out of breath a while, and relieved.. :-S

Had a great flight today :-)
Whee... 1 rest day :-)

Tick tock tick tock..

I'm exhausted..
I've worked for 3 days, all afternoon flights..
Tomorrow, another flight to Cochin...
That's a super long flight...

Rest day would be on Sunday, and then to Macau on Monday morning..

Then, days off from 14 - 16 of September..
Goodness, what am I gonna do for this 3 days?
I don't want to just stay at home and do nothing...

Someone, please date me?
Hahahah...

*Off to bed! :-)

Work..

I enjoyed working...
I enjoyed working to keep myself busy...
To avoid from thinking somethings that I don't want to think of..

I enjoyed working..
Especially if i get a really fun set of crew...

I love my job..

Lost..

I'm lost...
I don't know what to do..

I'm sad...
Emo-ing...
I don't want to think about it anymore..
but there's no way to escape..
Still gotta face it in the future isn't it?

I need someone to talk to...
Constance Yap and Wong Pei Shi, I miss you all so much!!...
:-(

Days off..

I went to Jusco Cheras Selatan yesterday to meet up Kwei Hoong as planned...
Haven't been seeing her since she went to UK for studies..

Well, we planned to meet up at 1200hrs.
I arrived, and walked around in Popular while waiting for her...
BBM-ed her, but no reply, messaged her but no reply at all...
I was thinking maybe she's busy with her work and decided not to call..
When i called her after at about 1245hrs, she said,
"Hwa hwa, finally you called. My phone was barred" :-S

Pity Kwei Hoong.. hahah..
We had lunch together, for less than 1 hour only because she gotta get back to work.
Short time but well, at least was able to meet up with her..

Today's so boring!!
No plans, nothing to do, just stay at home...

Laugh, laughing, laughed...

I had a really good, interesting and fun flight today...

Being the thorn among the roses, we laughed a lot, joke, and made fun of each other...

Enjoyed today, I meant last evening, and 2 days off coming to me...

Nothing much to do, except meeting up with Kwei Hoong for lunch...
Finally get to meet up with her since she went for studies in UK..

Help...

I need more sleeping time...

I need to rest my feet...

I need massage...

One more day of working and there, 2 days off...

Since it's Raya, and I'm operating MYY and JHB tomorrow...it's gonna be a busy day...
Good luck!!

Let's be patient... :-)

I want ice-cream!!..

Oooopppssss....

I was lazy....
To update my blog...

Let's see how it goes next...
There should be an update soon..

Smile...
:-)