I used to..

I used to.....
I used to complain to them about whatever that is happening in my life..
I used to share with them my happiness..
I used to share with them my sadness as well..
I used to cry on their shoulders...
I used to make them laugh, and then make myself laughed...
I used to make fun of myself just to hear their laughter..
I used to make fun of them, and make ourselves laughed..
I used to....

But now, there's nothing..

It's the past..

I want to cry...because I think I hold it till maximum already..
But there isn't any shoulders for me..

It's not only a relationship... It's not him...
But my gfs...they're far away...
Constance and Pei Shi...
Miss them loads...

Hmmmm....
Maybe a guy's shoulder would do as well...
But of course that's impossible..
Guys are...not a very good listener..
Unless if they're up to something.. :-)

Thank you very much..